Shivering

We noticed since you came back from hospital yesterday. .you started to have some shivering episodes this 2"days. Kakak noticed on your head while mommy noticed on your legs. Hopefully nothing ia serious here. 许慧芊,你一定不能有事!

Going to hospital emergency

Doc yesterday told mommy if I hear any wheezing sound or see you having difficulty breathing again..must sent you back for nebulizer. 

So mommy has been very sensitive with every single noise you make. Whole night mommy kept wondering do you have problem breathing. .until this morning at 7.39am...you seems fussing and hard to breath...immediately called daddy and sent you to hospital emergency again.

After doc check, luckily your oxygen level is back to 100% and there is no wheezing sound in your lungs. It ia just a false alarm.  Thank god...here you burn another hole in daddy's pocket..daddy said you are really an expensive baby. I said no....you are a poor baby who suffer so much in less than 100 days in the world. 

Lungs got wheezing sound

Luckily mommy called doc today to enquire about how to use the sterimar and need to send you for checkup or not..luckily doc suggested us to send you for checkup and also willing to take you in as last patient for the day.

I was surprised that doc heard wheezing sound from your lungs...my heart dropped when I heard doc told me you need nebulizer. ..no..no...not at this age..bb..you are too young to go through all these..

Luckily kakak carried you to do the nebulizer while mommy atayed back at the doc office to consult doc...I can hear your cry even from the doc office. Mommy wouldn't stand it if I sent you there...your oxygen level also dropped till 97.

Mommy is so worried about you. Doc prescribed 2 medication for you. Poor baby.. .mommy felt so sad that you have to suffer so much at such a young age...but I know you are a strong fighter and also a survivor. .do recover soon ok?

Btw..you weight 4.25kg today. Yes..you put on weight.

Use wrong sterimar

Sorry annabel...careless mommy used the wrong sterimar on you. No wonder you choke everytime mommy spray on your nose.  Mommy feels so bad and heartache let you suffer so much with the adult nozzle...sorry..sorry..sorry  

Good night sleep..

Annabel...you are such a good girl this 2 nights...sleep well at night. Thank you for letting mommy sleep through too. 

We are going home

Yes...today we are going home. You gotta be a good baby at home, ok? Yi yi is going to fetch us home as daddy is busy at work.

Mommy brought back a total of 28 bottles of ebm home for you for future consumption.  You are one lucky baby who fully breastfed by mommy.

Happy fullmoon, baby Annabel

Yes...we confirmed your name as Annabel Koh Hui Qian. So today, your fullmoon day, daddy is going to register your name on birth certificate, then bring us home. Today also is the first time you are going home...our home sweet home...

I am sure everyone just cant wait to see you at home...especially your gor gor and jie jie.

Start pumping

17/4 today marked the first day mommy started pumping and stored the ebm for you for future consumption. 

Finally....latch on left

Yes..baby..finally you are able to latch on the left side. Though it wasnt easy...still struggling, but it is ok. We can do it last night...we can sure do it again.

And yes...you finally able to latch on the right...after a week of trying. See..we dont need to use force and we can still do it....we can..you are great, annabel...

Decision made

Mommy has made a decision that we are not going to force you to latch on mommy's right breast. It's ok you only latch on the left..mommy can continue to pump the right side out for you. Mommy just want to enjoy the bonding with you. Mommy just didn't want to see you cry anymore. Anyway, we will go for pump feeding eventually. So it is ok, baby..

Thank you Annabel

Thank you for letting mommy has a good sleep last night. You were such a good sleeper too. I hope every night you are like this.