For the first time last night, u were crying so furiously. .not wanting anything but just scream top of ur lungs. Boobs..carrying. ..singing song.. rocking...all dont work. It was scary as u never like this before. Tried make milk..also cannot. .anything touches ur tongue...u just cried.
Mommy has to wake daddy up coz mommy really doesn't know what to do. I think u have colic..dear...poor baby ...must be very painful for u. Mommy was so stress last night. Hope u will get through it fast enough.
We delayed ur second mth checkup due to your flu. Mommy want u to fully recover from flu first.
Weight..5.09 kg @ 12 weeks
Length..58cm
Head circumference: 41 cm
Doc said u r growing very well....slightly below the 50 percentile. Mommy told doc abt ur intake and u rejecting bottles...doc said maybe whatever u r taking is being absorb and u probably have small stomach. So feed more often in smaller qty. Doc even said u looked chubby. .how can be not enough feedings.
Anyway...today u received 2 jab and 1 rotavirus. Same like ur gor gor n jie jie...u cried very bad after the jab. Anyway..today u also a bit cranky..refuse to drink from bottle. So after the jab...mommy need to nurse u in hospital and calm u down first before heading home. Today mommy brought u to hospital alone in the afternoon.
So u were cranky after that...only want to be carried...and refuse to drink milk after that. U only accept mommy's breast. I really dont know what to do. Mommy just bought a new pump today and hope to pump more milk for u. Now how? Tonigjt u wasted 30ml of mommy's milk and another 30ml went to jie jie stomach.
Sorry amnabel. The thing that mommy hate to do most is to spray ur nose with sterimar. I know how horrible it feels when water goes into ur nose but if I dont spray..u will get stuff nose and hard to breathe middle of the night and will keep struggling to fall asleep.
My heart beat faster than u when I spray ir nose. I feel 100 times more reluctant than u when need to use it. My heart feels more painful than ur nose when I see u struggle. So sorry annabel...mommy loves u..
This week is ur 11 weeks..and you started to respond to mommy when mommy talked to u. Last night at 4am...after spraying your nose..mommy started talking to you and u will respond mommy by 'nge grr..' sound. U even make sound like 'okie' when mommy ask u are u ok....it is just so nice to talk to u now. .
Annabel..annabel...what's wrong with u this 2 days? You doesnt want to drink molk during the day and prefer to sleep. 60ml of milk also u need to split into few sessions to drink. Last night u even wasted 20ml of mommy's milk. 1 bottle of frozen milk u also cannot finish in a day.
Today first bottle feeding only 40ml also u cannot finished. Once finished..u vomited out almost everything. Mommy scared of u and rather breastfeed u whole day. At you won't waste my milk.
Today for the first time daddy admitted that he cant sooth you..and every time he carries you..you seems very uncomfortable in his arm. He said maybe is his muscle that is too hard. Anyway..it is true that you don't seem to enjoy daddy carrying you.
Tonight....again you are not into bottle feeding and wasted 40ml of mommy's milk. You vomitted out all that you drank and left about 20ml.
Today mommy tried a new bottle on you and for the first time..you requested more milk after finishing up ur usual 60ml. Two times consecutively..u cried more milk. So you are drinking about 80ml during that 2 times. But vomited out during ur second time. I think the pigeon teats is soft and you like it..so kept asking to suck on it...seems like mommy need to get u one more new bottle..it cost rm55 per bottle.
Today sent you for doctor checkup..mommy was so worried last night that you may have oral thrush but luckily doc said itbis justb pearl. ..not thrush...it is normal. Ur palate looked pale coz less blood vessel there. It is normal. Relief. ..
Then ur lungs is clear..just the nose has some shit...doc help to flush out for u. So sorry for making u feel so uncomfortable. You cried so much..mommy dare not look too.
Your weight today 4.97kg...put on 1 kg from 1 mth ago. Good weight. So no problem.
Tonight you wasted 40ml of mommy's milk again. Monday u wasted 60ml. Luckily another 20ml mommy mixed into jie jie milk and shw finished it for u..or else..you wasted more milk.
Annabel..what happened to you? Why are you suddenly reject all bottle feeding today? You were still fine yesterday. Today you wasted mommy's 60ml of ebm....never touch at all. .at night...it was so hard to get u drink from bottle too. You cried amd cried...so badly....still dont want to drink...mommy really don't know what to do ...
Today is your first dau out to a shopping mall..sunway pyramid. There is a disney junior event going on..so gor gor want to see phineas and ferbs and jie jie want to meet sofia. There are a lot of ppl there.
Now we r back. Mommy starts to worry did u catch any virus from there. Hope not. Baby..mommy promise wont bring u out anymore.
Annabel..mommy doesn't know what you want in the evening. ..you cried...give u ebm...u rejected...make u sleep..not able to sleep...give you my breast..you rejected too...walk u around..u quiet a while..then make noise again...which part of you not well? Is it the milk? Is it the wind?
Annabel..you gave mommy a shock just now when you vomit those tau fu fa (fermented milk) out and rejecting the ebm and also kept crying. You seems not wanting the ebm and cried when I fed you. You didnt finish the ebm also. It isbthe frozen ebm I have taken out from fridge. Anything wrong with the milk? Dont scare mommy ok? Mommy is very worried about you, u know? Mommy just hope u are healthy n fine.
I like to explore the surrounding nowadays....especially looking at the ceiling fan. I can look at it for a long time and smile at it.
Bb..when mommy is talking to you, you started to look at mommy and wanted to respond by giving mommy a smiling face and an 'o' shape mouth....you will listen to mommy quietly and smile sometimes..
