2 months checkup and vaccination

We delayed ur second mth checkup due to your flu. Mommy want u to fully recover from flu first.

Weight..5.09 kg @ 12 weeks
Length..58cm
Head circumference: 41 cm

Doc said u r growing very well....slightly below the 50 percentile. Mommy told doc abt ur intake and u rejecting bottles...doc said maybe whatever u r taking is being absorb and u probably have small stomach. So feed more often in smaller qty. Doc even said u looked chubby. .how can be not enough feedings.

Anyway...today u received 2 jab and 1 rotavirus. Same like ur gor gor n jie jie...u cried very bad after the jab. Anyway..today u also a bit cranky..refuse to drink from bottle. So after the jab...mommy need to nurse u in hospital and calm u down first before heading home. Today mommy brought u to hospital alone in the afternoon. 
So u were cranky after that...only want to be carried...and refuse to drink milk after that. U only accept mommy's breast. I really dont know what to do. Mommy just bought a new pump today and hope to pump more milk for u. Now how? Tonigjt u wasted 30ml of mommy's milk and another 30ml went to jie jie stomach.

Spray nose

Sorry amnabel. The thing that mommy hate to do most is to spray ur nose with sterimar. I know how horrible it feels when water goes into ur nose but if I dont spray..u will get stuff nose and hard to breathe middle of the night and will keep struggling to fall asleep. 

My heart beat faster than u when I spray ir nose.  I feel 100 times more reluctant than u when need to use it. My heart feels more painful than ur nose when I see u struggle.  So sorry annabel...mommy loves u..

Interacting with mommy

This week is ur 11 weeks..and you started to respond to mommy when mommy talked to u. Last night at 4am...after spraying your nose..mommy started talking to you and u will respond mommy by 'nge grr..' sound. U even make sound like 'okie' when mommy ask u are u ok....it is just so nice to talk to u now. .

Don't want milk

Annabel..annabel...what's wrong with u this 2 days?  You doesnt want to drink molk during the day and prefer to sleep. 60ml of milk also u need to split into few sessions to drink. Last night u even wasted 20ml of mommy's milk. 1 bottle of frozen milk u also cannot finish in a day.

Today first bottle feeding only 40ml also u cannot finished. Once finished..u vomited out almost everything. Mommy scared of u and rather breastfeed u whole day. At you won't waste my milk.

Dont like daddy

Today for the first time daddy admitted that he cant sooth you..and every time he carries you..you seems very uncomfortable in his arm.  He said maybe is his muscle that is too hard.  Anyway..it is true that you don't seem to enjoy daddy carrying you.

Tonight....again you are not into bottle feeding and wasted 40ml of mommy's milk.  You vomitted out all that you drank and left about 20ml.

Pigeon bottle

Today mommy tried a new bottle on you and for the first time..you requested more milk after finishing up ur usual 60ml. Two times consecutively..u cried more milk. So you are drinking about 80ml during that 2 times.  But vomited out during ur second time. I think the pigeon teats is soft and you like it..so kept asking to suck on it...seems like mommy need to get u one more new bottle..it cost rm55 per bottle.

Doc checkup

Today sent you for doctor checkup..mommy was so worried last night that you may have oral thrush but luckily doc said itbis justb pearl. ..not thrush...it is normal.  Ur palate looked pale coz less blood vessel there. It is normal. Relief. ..

Then ur lungs is clear..just the nose has some shit...doc help to flush out for u. So sorry for making u feel so uncomfortable.  You cried so much..mommy dare not look too.
Your weight today 4.97kg...put on 1 kg from 1 mth ago. Good weight.  So no problem.