Sorry Bb...

Mommy broke down today..after coming back from checkup. Mommy felt so sorry for you that you have jaundice, though not high until require phototherapy. Mommy also feel so bad that let you cry till your belly button pop up, though doc said it will subside in a month or two, nothing to worry. Mommy feel so sorry that you cant latch on to mommy breast, how to bf you like that? For the first time, mommy is so worried to bring you out coz I have no formula milk to bring out, you were spoon feeding in the center and I can't get you to latch on to get milk...feel so insecure...